~ Just wAnna ShoUT ~

again.. emo ... again...
i feel like killing myself!! what the XXXxxx?!!
i just feel like run away .. RUN AWAy from here....
why always have such disorted thinking especially during exam.. nope, actually since that day.. after that day, i always have negative thinking..towards the world..the HUMAN beING..even myself.. a stupid people ...
i look the HUMAN BEING as DEVIl.. no one is ANGEL ...~~dEvIL=HUMAN~~~
dont u think so?!!
the World is UNFAIR... nothing is FAIR in the world..
and WHY?? i must think in positive way even when the things are truth(SUCKS!!)?!
does this kinda way can make a person to feel BETTER???!!!
SUCCESS or PERSONAL SUPERIORITY, which one is what i pursued now??!
sometimes, people asking why blog? why let others to read ur blog? i think i found a GOOD ansWer! i write in blog because NOBODY to TALK to.. so, just SHOUT at here.. so, at least some people can give response.. there is NO more IMMEDIATE response for me anymore!! there is no ONE will want to LISTEN to me ..nope, is i DONT LIKE TO TALK anymore!!! perhaps, writing blog is the best way for me to express all my feelings.. I dont care who read my blog.. i dont care whether got any response anymore.. i just feEL like SHOUTING.. coz HERE not allowed me to SHOUT!!
i wAnt my LITTLE LONELY PALACE back.. CAN i????
i just want to switch on my speaker louder and LOuder everyday so that i can release my feelings.. am i ALLOWED to do so at here?
i Just Want to SHOUT!! i Just WanT to rUn aWay !!! --------------------------