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Writing is my best way to eXPresS what i want to tell! mOst of the time, If i write something (Big NOTEs), that means i AM ANGRY with! I doNt think i would like to TALK to you about the matter, no matter how.. thIs is becoz i know me myself wont talk genlty, nicely, politely to u (when face to face), no matter how.. and ya, WHO will listen carefully about what people telling you?! after this , you might do the same thing again?! (listen from the left ear and come out from right ear) people wont take note about that matter.. (dont believe, you can try it^^) people will just simply forget about it.. so, what for wasting my saliva?! ha..

bEsides that, writing is the best way for me to express my feeling.. (bLog is my bEst fren now, diary is my second best fren) but sometimes, i just couldnt express the real feeling inside ... i dont even know how to express my real feelings through mouth( talking) sometimes.. perhaps, already used to keep all the things to myself... THIS IS ME!! i know, if i dont get the way out, to express myself, i will only hurt myself.. even though no scar or wat tat can be seen on my skin.. sometimes, i really wish to learn boxing.. so that i can express all the unhappiness, all the anger, all the sadness.. all the dissapointments... and many many...
i wish i have a Bicycle, so i can ride it everyday to express all my feelings.. i wish i have a place for me to Shout everyday! tat's pretty good! i wish to have a place for me to SLEEP for whole day without waking up by distraction!! let me sleep until i feel like wake up.. i wish to switch on my speakers as loud as it can!

Writing- you wont see how is my facial expression! you wont know the way i talk ... these already reduced the % of that might hurt ur feeling...
perhaps talking face to face is needed in something, sometimes...

perhaps, face to face talking is the BIG pROBLem of mine...
again... a "pek chek day"