I never knew that I needed you so much

wat a suck moments?! I hate LIFE currently...
I dont really enjoy my LIFE currently..
I never have the chance to talk to you anymore!
U are not with me whenever I need you...by da way, perhaps, I m not with you whenever you need me as well. I am so sorry! I dont mean to be. But I did it!
U're GONE, I always knew tat.. Just I'm still pretending tat you will come back some day..
I need you ! I miss you! A person who gave me courages, examples, ideas & etc..
a person who listen to me most of the time, who accompany me when I need someone accompany me..
You are my angel.. You are my ears, eyes, hands.
I need YOU!! I really NEED YOU SO MUCH!!!
But i lost you..

I cried silently at this moment..